Today I woke up thinking I'd love to write something - even if its just a brain dump. Thats a new feeling. My health coach and therapist keep asking if the reduced lithium dosage is helping my cognitive function - am I finding it easier to do homework [maybe] or read [not yet]?
I have art class today and we are going to work on our crackle paste medium pieces - I'm so excited i could pee myself.
Mom wanted to know if I would write about you on this blog - I said of course I would - this is where I process and purge.
There's no pressure to be coherent - just pressure to be honest over here. How do I externalize my internal reality without sounding like a complete freak? Wait a minute...I am a complete freak and that's okay.
I want to buy this book called dating while sober or something like that but my sponsor says its probably not a good idea to get involved with anyone new [new being the key word here] until I've completed half of step nine - Im just on step one.
I've been working on a sex inventory as part of step 1 - pretty intense stuff. You have to create an excel spreadsheet and answer 8 questions about each and every person you've slept with, had feelings for, or who contributed in some way to your sexual development. I don't remember half the people in most of these categories but oh well Im doing the best I can.
PS:
Letting go piece by piece, hour by hour. Today I let go...your hair [or lack thereof]
I have art class today and we are going to work on our crackle paste medium pieces - I'm so excited i could pee myself.
Mom wanted to know if I would write about you on this blog - I said of course I would - this is where I process and purge.
There's no pressure to be coherent - just pressure to be honest over here. How do I externalize my internal reality without sounding like a complete freak? Wait a minute...I am a complete freak and that's okay.
I want to buy this book called dating while sober or something like that but my sponsor says its probably not a good idea to get involved with anyone new [new being the key word here] until I've completed half of step nine - Im just on step one.
I've been working on a sex inventory as part of step 1 - pretty intense stuff. You have to create an excel spreadsheet and answer 8 questions about each and every person you've slept with, had feelings for, or who contributed in some way to your sexual development. I don't remember half the people in most of these categories but oh well Im doing the best I can.
PS:
Letting go piece by piece, hour by hour. Today I let go...your hair [or lack thereof]
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